Mahalo from the hardest act to follow, lately I’ve been drinking like there’s a message in a bottle. Aloha’s to women with no ties to men that I know well, that way there are no lies. You could thank me now for all the info I give to you niggas on the brink of influential. I’m here for you niggas, I guess a hit doesn’t add up to a career for you niggas. I must have been hard to watch, what a year for you niggas. I am living out a dream, it feels like I stayed up and I just wanna party PAT-Ron, straight up. Fuck that old shit, I’m on new things. I want one girls heart, she knows who she is, half was never the agreement. Who would have thought the route I chose would ever end up this scenic. You could thank me now… My goodness you’re welcome, you’re welcome. At this point, me is who I’m trying to save myself from, that's how you know it’s going down, in case another chance never comes around… Uhh, I'm a shallow nigga but deep enough to have gone swimming. I think I’m spending all my time with the wrong women. I think I have a chance at love but knowing me, I miss it because me dedicating my time just isn’t realistic. Man, the good girls went silent on me. They got a boyfriend or left for college on me and all the bad ones I used to hit are gone now. That makes me wish I had a little less mileage on me but do I ever come up in discussion over double pump latte’s and low fat muffin’s, do I? Or is missing what we had out of the question? I’m probably just the reason that you learned your lesson. I got game for the Marilyn Monroe’s who was there before it all. I guess that's how it goes. They hear about your cons or focus on your pro’s and love you for who you are from the bottom of their soul but those same ones from your area will grow into women that are ready to get married at "Hello" because of what they allow, where are they all now? I know they're somewhere reading this, so I’m trying to make them proud. Searching for the meaning? You’ll find it next to me and tell me that I’m the finest. I guess we finally get to see. I’m feeling like Nas. Who am I to disagree? They say that doors open up as soon as you find the missing key. It’s probably why I’m in this bitch shining, I want to jump up in the sky and put the stars into alignment. My bandwagon's full but you can try and run behind it. I’m sorry. I wanna be poolside, drinking margarita rounds. I wanna shout out to my city though I hardly be in town. I’m the Black Sheep, but Chris Farley wears the crown and I know life is just a game in which the cards are facing down. I’m in a world where things are taken, never given. How long they choose to love you will never be your decision and I’m aware this could be the last time you listen so while I’m still here, you can than me now.

Love,
S