light up.

I been up for four days and getting money both ways. Dirty and clean. I could use a glass of cold drink. I keep thinking, how young can you die from old age? They always tell me nobody's working as hard as you and even though I laugh it off, man, it's probably true because while all of my closest friends out partying. I'm just here listening to all of the music that they party to but party on, party on, all night nigga. I got these new niggas nervous, prom night, nigga. I grow tired of these fuckin' grown-man liars. Storytellers, they ain't even need a campfire but I just wanna tell the truth. Before one of these haters load up a couple shells and shoot and I'm a mother fucking missed target but a target nonetheless and I just started. Was that directed at moi? Can't be. They must be talking to themselves. Them hoes is hands free and I'm just filling up this daily planner. I'm getting busy, its like I'm a star, no spangled banner. Jealous dudes get to talking on they pages and I just say I wrote it for your girlfriends. Yeah, that's what life becomes when you're doing you. Welcome to the real world, don't let this town ruin you and if you pillow talking with the women that are screwing you, just know that she gonna tell another nigga when she through with you. Don't get impatient when it takes too long and drink it all even when it tastes too strong.
Who would have thought I'd be caught in this life? I don't do too much blogging. I just run the town, I don't do too much jogging. And to these kids I'm like Windows 7. You let 'em tell it, they swear that they invented you. And since no good deed go unpunished, I'm not as cool with niggas as I once was. I once was, cool as the Fonz was but these bright lights turned me to a monster. Sorry ma, I promised it wouldn't change me but I would've went insane had I remained the same me. Fuck niggas, bitches too. All I got is this money, this'll do. I gotta feel alive even if it kills me. I promise to always give you me, the real me.


Love,
S



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